Chapter 9 — Second Bell, South Wall
He woke at second bell because he had told himself, at half a watch, that he would.
The infirmary was dark. Eldress Kang slept upright at the long table, the way she had slept upright at the long table for thirty years. The boy with the splint slept. The boy with the fever did not sleep but was, in the small private discipline of a sick child, pretending to.
Lin Wei put his feet on the floor.
The rib answered. He kept the meridian at half-bank under the rib and let the half-green pitch rise the breadth of a thread, and the rib answered less. He filed half-bank carries pain at the cost of one thread of audibility under trade, and stood up, and put on his outer robe, and tied the sash one notch wider than he usually tied it because the rib did not, at this moment, want a sash.
He took, from beneath the cot's pallet, the splinter. He had set it there when the door had closed behind Yuan. It had been three fingers long and the width of a brushtip when Mei Qi had given it to him, and it was still three fingers long, but in the watch he had spent in the cot the splinter had gone, very faintly, warm. He did not know whether the warmth was the splinter's or his own meridian leaning toward the splinter the way a tuning fork leans toward a struck bell. He filed splinter warms in contact with meridian — verify under to-test, and put the splinter in his left sleeve, against the wrist.
He took the tooth.
The tooth was in his right sleeve where it had been since the privy garden. He had not, in twelve hours, touched it. He touched it now. The tooth was cold, the way fox-teeth were cold, and the cold was — he could not quite name it any other way — steady. A bowl that did not ring did not warm under your hand. He filed gray-2 tooth runs cold in the way a tuned object runs cold under evidence, and left the tooth where it was.
You will go to the south wall, he told himself in the second-person voice that lived under his collarbone. You will go because the attendant is waiting and Han Yi is waiting and Han Yi does not know the attendant is waiting and the attendant does not know Han Yi is waiting and you, Lin Wei, are the only person in this Copyhouse who knows both. You will go because if you do not go, Han Yi will come for you in the infirmary at third bell with the small one as cover, and the attendant will follow Han Yi, and the attendant will find you in a cot with a hum in your back. You will go and you will let them find you upright with the meridian banked.
He walked.
The Copyhouse south wall was a hundred paces from the infirmary along the swept path. The path was empty at second bell because second bell at the Copyhouse was the bell after the night watch and before the dawn watch — the watch when only the patient elders moved. Lin Wei had counted, on three years of nights, the elders who moved at second bell. There were two. Yuan was one. The other was Master Lo of the second stack, who limped at second bell to the privy and back. Neither would be at the south wall.
Han Yi would be at the south wall.
The attendant would be at the south wall.
He banked.
He banked the way Mei Qi had told him to bank, three nights ago in the privy garden — the qi pulled back from the meridian wall to the lower meridian, from the lower meridian to the root, and held at the root until the hum below his ribs went from a thread to a hairline to nothing. He kept the hairline. He could not bank to nothing yet — the bank-to-nothing was a Foundation 2 trick and he was Body Tempering 0.4 at best — but he could bank to hairline, and at hairline a Foundation 6 attendant standing at six paces would read damper. He set the bank at hairline. He walked.
The rib, with the meridian dimmed, took up its loud full room of his attention. He let it.
He filed pain is a kind of bank under technique, and turned the corner.
The south wall was a length of pressed clay, head-high, that ran along the back of the Copyhouse where the swept path opened onto the orchard. The orchard was bare at this hour — no servants, no apprentices, no foxes — and the wall, in the watery pre-dawn, was the gray of old paper. Han Yi was leaning against it. He had his arms crossed. He had, at his hip, the small green-lacquered sparring rod that Foundation 5 disciples carried when they did not wish to admit they had brought a weapon.
The small one was not with him.
The attendant was not visible.
"Marginal," Han Yi said.
"Han Yi," Lin Wei said.
He bowed at the angle he had bowed at for three years. He bowed because the bow cost nothing and bought the half-breath in which to file the south wall, and what he filed in the half-breath was this: the wall was head-high, the orchard was bare, the sun was a hand below the eastern ridge, the attendant — Foundation 6, dark robe, blood-stitch shoulder — was crouched in the orchard, twenty paces past Han Yi's left shoulder, behind the third pear tree. The crouch was a watchman's crouch. The attendant had been there at least half a watch. The attendant had, Lin Wei understood with the small clean part of his mind that filed cost, known Han Yi was coming. Hai's attendant had been told by someone — by Master Bo, by Captain Lu, by some other ledger-keeper Lin Wei did not yet have a name for — that a marginal boy and a Foundation 5 boy were meeting at the south wall at second bell. The attendant had not gone away on Yuan's word. The attendant had gone, instead, to the place the marginal was scheduled to be at the next bell, and waited.
The attendant was not, Lin Wei filed, hunting fox-smell anymore. The attendant was hunting Lin Wei.
He kept his bow at the angle and rose at the angle and looked at Han Yi.
He kept the meridian at hairline.
"You came," Han Yi said.
"You sent for me."
"I did. I have been thinking about the rib." Han Yi smiled. The smile was the small clean smile of a boy who had a thing he meant to say and had rehearsed it three times in front of a mirror. "I am sorry about the rib. It was a sparring elbow. I did not mean to crack."
"It is a sparring rib," Lin Wei said. "I understand."
"You understand."
"Yes."
Han Yi looked at him for two breaths. Han Yi was, Lin Wei observed, doing the thing Han Yi did when Han Yi was about to escalate — he was waiting for Lin Wei to do something that made the escalation acceptable. Han Yi had, three years running, escalated only after Lin Wei had given him a hook to hang the escalation on. A wrong word. A held look. A dropped brush. Today Han Yi was waiting for the hook, and Lin Wei was not giving him one, and the not-giving was, Lin Wei understood, itself a hook of a kind Han Yi had not yet learned to recognize.
"I noticed something," Han Yi said. "In the spar."
"Yes," Lin Wei said.
"You did not bleed."
"I bled," Lin Wei said. "The rib is cracked. I bled internally."
"You did not bleed from the mouth."
"No."
"Marginal boys with cracked ribs bleed from the mouth. I have cracked four ribs on four boys. All four bled."
"Then I am a poor specimen of a marginal boy with a cracked rib."
Han Yi smiled again. The smile was, this time, narrower.
"What are you," Han Yi said.
It was not a question for an answer. It was, Lin Wei filed, the question Yuan had warned him would come and the question the small one had not been told to ask, and it was the question the attendant in the orchard had crouched for half a watch to hear answered.
Lin Wei did not answer.
He looked, instead, at the rod at Han Yi's hip. He looked at it the way a copyist looks at a character he has been asked to copy — eyes wide, mind narrow. He filed Han Yi's rod is green-lacquered, four hand-spans, weighted at the third joint under combat, to-avoid, and he made the rod the only thing in his world for a count of four.
"Are you going to hit me again," he said.
Han Yi blinked.
"No," Han Yi said. He glanced — Lin Wei saw it, half a fraction of a breath — toward the orchard. He glanced because Han Yi knew the attendant was in the orchard. Han Yi had been told. Han Yi was, Lin Wei understood in the count of one breath, bait. Han Yi was here to ask the question. The attendant was here to read the answer. Han Yi had been promised something — a promotion, a manual, a private word with an inner elder — for asking the question loudly enough that the attendant could read whatever shifted in the marginal's face when the question landed.
Han Yi had been told to ask. Han Yi had not been told why.
Lin Wei filed Han Yi has been used under evidence, and he made his face do the thing the face does when a boy with a cracked rib is asked an absurd question by a boy who has just cracked the rib — he let his face do confused, and tired, and small. He let the rib carry the confusion. He kept the meridian at hairline. He kept the chipped pot — the chipped pot from the infirmary, which he had been carrying in the back of his mind for half a watch — and he made the chipped pot the anchor for his face, and he gave Han Yi nothing.
"I am a marginal," he said. "I copy. I do not bleed from the mouth because I drink water with my meals. Eldress Kang says it makes the throat soft."
He said this the way Yuan would have said it — exactly an inch flatter than the sentence asked for.
In the orchard, behind the third pear tree, the attendant's qi at the throat — which Lin Wei could not hear at the hairline, but which he could read, even now, in the very faint pressure-change of the air, the way a copyist read paper-grain by light — dimmed. The attendant had not gotten the answer he was crouched for. The attendant was, in the next breath, beginning to recalculate.
Han Yi had not seen the dimming.
Han Yi was still smiling.
"You are clever, marginal."
"I am tired, Han Yi. The rib hurts. I will go back to the infirmary now. Eldress Kang will be looking for me."
"Eldress Kang sleeps until third bell."
"Eldress Kang sleeps with one eye, Han Yi. Everyone in the Copyhouse knows this except you."
He said this very mildly.
Han Yi's smile slipped — not far, a quarter of an inch — and Lin Wei understood, in the second after, that the slip was the first time in three years he had landed a small clean cut on Han Yi without an elder in the room. The cut had landed because the orchard contained an elder Han Yi could not see, and Lin Wei could, and Lin Wei had set the cut at exactly the audience Han Yi did not know he was performing for.
He filed cut Han Yi where the audience sees, not where Han Yi sees under technique, and he bowed the second bow, and he turned, and he walked back along the swept path toward the infirmary at the pace of a boy with a cracked rib who had been told nothing and had nothing to tell.
He did not look back.
He counted his steps.
At pace seventeen he heard, very faintly, the soft drag of a robe in the orchard. The attendant moving. Not toward him. Past him, toward the south gate of the Copyhouse — the attendant was leaving, the way an interrogator leaves a session he has been given the wrong subject for. The attendant had spent half a watch on a wall and gotten throat soft from water for his trouble. Lin Wei filed attendant has retreated to recalculate — count one bell, possibly two, before the next probe under time-window, and kept walking.
At pace forty he heard, behind him, Han Yi's rod tap once against the clay wall. Frustration. The tap was the tap of a Foundation 5 boy who had been promised a kill and given a damp rag.
At pace seventy he turned the corner.
At pace seventy-two Mei Qi stepped out of the corner.
She was not in her work robe. She was in the gray tunic she wore when she slept in the kennel beside Ash, and her hair was loose, and Ash was at her heel with the half-tail Lin Wei had seen in the privy garden — and Ash, when Lin Wei stopped, walked the three paces between them and pressed her cold nose against the side of Lin Wei's right hand, where the tooth lay in the sleeve.
The fox stayed there for the count of four.
Mei Qi watched. She did not speak. When the fox stepped back, she said, very quietly, "She wanted to know if it was still hers."
"Is it."
"It's yours now. She gave it. But she wanted to know." She tilted her head. "She says you have not banked all the way to the root."
"I cannot bank to the root yet. I bank to hairline."
"Hairline is enough for the orchard," Mei Qi said. "It is not enough for the office."
"The office."
"The yellow attendant has gone to Captain Lu's office. He is writing a report. He will write the marginal returned the question with a soft answer and walked back to the infirmary in the gait of a boy with a cracked rib. He will write it because that is what he saw. But he will also write the marginal did not bleed from the mouth and the marginal's face did not move, and the second sentence will land on Elder Hai's desk by sundown."
She said this the way a sister tells a younger brother a thing the younger brother needs to know and will not enjoy.
Lin Wei filed Mei Qi knows the attendant's report path under Mei Qi has been counting elders longer than I have, and he said, "Yuan told me about the smith."
"I know. My mother arranged it. Yuan will take you tomorrow at sundown."
"Your mother is — "
"My mother was an outer disciple at the Iron Tongue Sect for six years. She left when she was nineteen. The smith is the man she did not marry. He owes her a knife." Mei Qi smiled — the small clean smile Lin Wei had begun, in twelve days, to think of as the smile of a person who had been carrying a thing alone and was setting it down with care. "He is not a tuner. He is a smith. But he knows tone. He will key the knife to gray-2 for you because my mother will ask him to, and because he has not, in nineteen years, refused her anything she asked for."
"And in return."
"In return you do not, in the next six years, mention to anyone that my mother was at the Iron Tongue Sect."
"Done," Lin Wei said.
"Done," Mei Qi said.
She did not move. Ash sat at her heel. The orchard, beyond the wall, was empty. The path was empty. The Copyhouse, at second bell ten counts past, held only the two of them and the fox.
"Three nights from now," Mei Qi said, "the privy garden. You did not forget."
"I did not forget."
"Bring the tooth. Bring the splinter. Bring stillness. I will bring the page my mother copied for me before she sent me up." She paused. "It is one page. It is the page that taught her to bank. It is the page that kept her alive at nineteen when she walked out of the Iron Tongue gate. You will read it once and you will give it back to me and you will not, in the next six years, mention to anyone that it exists."
"Done."
"Done."
Ash stood. Mei Qi stepped back. She did not look behind her. She walked, with the fox at her heel, around the corner toward the kennel path, and was gone.
Lin Wei stood for a count of four.
He breathed.
In the hairline at the root, the meridian held. In his left sleeve, the splinter was warm. In his right sleeve, the tooth was cold. In his chest, the cracked rib answered each breath with a small wet shifting that, with the half-bank, had become — he could name it, for the first time, the way Yuan had taught him to name a thing — a tone. The rib was tuning itself. The rib was, with the meridian's faint half-bank, knitting at a rate the manual called two weeks and the body called one. He filed cracked rib heals at half-bank in seven days, not fourteen under evidence, and he understood, in the next breath, that the filing was the second small win of the watch and that the first had been Han Yi's quarter-inch slipped smile, and he set both wins on the same ledger row and did not, in the small private part of his mind, allow himself to like the row.
He walked back to the infirmary.
He lay on the cot.
He closed his eyes.
He opened them.
On the cot's foot, where the dumpling had been, was a second slip of red rice paper. Mei Qi had not, an hour ago, been carrying a slip. Mei Qi had not, in the corner, set one down. The slip had appeared the way the first dumpling had appeared, in the half-breath his eyes had been closed, and it was folded in the small triple crease of a hand that took things from her mother's hands.
He picked it up.
The slip had two characters on it.
Sundown tomorrow, it read.
He turned it over.
On the back, smaller, in a hand that was not Mei Qi's — older, drier, the brush held a little high — was one more line.
Bring the splinter to the smith.
He looked at the slip for a count of four. He thought of the attendant in the orchard. He thought of Han Yi's slipped smile. He thought of the page Mei Qi's mother had copied for her at nineteen, and the smith's nineteen-year debt, and the meridian at hairline that had, in the last quarter watch, become the only reason he was still in this cot and not in Hai's office. He thought, with the part of his mind that filed cost: the attendant retreated because the chain was wrong. The attendant will come back when the chain is right. The chain will be right by sundown.
He folded the slip. He put it under the pallet.
He breathed for four.
In the cot beside him, the boy with the splint murmured in his sleep. Outside, the dawn watch struck. The bell rang once at the corner of the swept path — the bell Lin Wei had walked to and from in the same hour and could not, in the dim warmth of the half-banked meridian, hear with anything but his ears.
He lay back. He banked to hairline. He waited for sundown.
And in Captain Lu's office, on the long unswept table beside a half-drunk cup of cold tea, the yellow attendant's brush moved across a slip of paper, and the second sentence — the marginal did not bleed from the mouth and the marginal's face did not move — set down its last stroke and dried, and the attendant rolled the slip, and sealed it, and called the runner for Elder Hai's office at the inner gate.